Clarity in Muddied Waters

A Messianic Journey Through Pen and Peace. Writing from the Stillness Within.

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Originally born in Russia I have moved to Melbourne a few years ago to pursue my dreams – however there is so much more to me than meets the eye. Fashion was always a big part of my life. A fun fact about me; I am quite antisocial and hard to open up but when I do I show the fun crazy side of me that my friends love. And once you’re in my friend circle I am the most loyal person ever.

Category: The World

  • Original jewellery

  • A hobby in the form of jewellery

    In 2019, I discovered what is now one of my dearest hobbies; jewellery making. Particularly earrings. I have always relished adding something uniquely me to what I wear, and being able to create even the smallest thing, through my eyes, is wonderful. I feel that my inner thoughts and feelings can be so easily expressed…

  • What could have been

    Wondering about what could of been, Living what I wonder. The bars that keep me out of harm, While crushing what defence I have. Rhythmic clanks and metallic tastes, Wrap me in their cold clutches. Clammy fingers blocking vision, taking away a world that could have been.

  • Wandering (Haiku)

    I want to be here, But my wandering mind won’t, I try but can’t stay.

  • Talking

    Talking, but the words I utter dissolve before making an impact. Singing, but my melodies are background noise, not payed attention to. Crying, but emotion doesn’t slice into the hearts of onlookers; instead, they watch on as though my pain were merely an ant on a leaf. Dancing, but my feet are numb, stepping in…