Clarity in Muddied Waters

A Messianic Journey Through Pen and Peace. Writing from the Stillness Within.

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Originally born in Russia I have moved to Melbourne a few years ago to pursue my dreams – however there is so much more to me than meets the eye. Fashion was always a big part of my life. A fun fact about me; I am quite antisocial and hard to open up but when I do I show the fun crazy side of me that my friends love. And once you’re in my friend circle I am the most loyal person ever.

Talking

Talking, but the words I utter dissolve before making an impact.

Singing, but my melodies are background noise, not payed attention to.

Crying, but emotion doesn’t slice into the hearts of onlookers; instead, they watch on as though my pain were merely an ant on a leaf.

Dancing, but my feet are numb, stepping in a rhythmic yet dull patter; a pattern that goes over and over and over again.

Writing, but the words inked on my paper reach no one, my extracts of the world I perceive being cut off from other views.

Wishing, but with no way of carving them into my every day.

Hoping, but not being able to hope properly.

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